SONNET 2

SONNET 2

I was a wanderer with no murder rights

Trophy is much more important than throne

Distractions were and are still on my way

Loneliness for the loss of two sisters fills my heart

Sadness takes away sanity from me

The blood of my blood opposes me

The flesh of my flesh rejects me

Belittling me in every ways they could

Foster masters me to faster muster

Real seals me from meal deal

They're spinning my head like a roller coaster

And I do love it for I admire them

Little than what I did knew before

They've influence me and took over my heart

After so many years we still find ourselves irritable

Lack of confidence and courage on sight

Hesitant to express due to human barriers

What I was before are nothing but historical views

Written by the hands of time and paces of space

History repeats itself so as my love for them

Innumerable sexy cunts doesn't make count

What matters to me are ladies of lost and found

Time is eternal so as the love of Lord God

Dwarven Nephilim is my faction so as the 14

Little knowledge means little understanding

Listening to foes does only makes me lessen

Lessons of Godly oldies makes me who I am

Oligarch is really much better than anarch

Keep fighting while living what we should

Life without a wife, is not success, but frailty

Little understanding means little learning

Selective learning means selective knowledge

It is best to have both open rebuke & secret love

A kingdom is not a kingdom without a Queen

An empire is not an empire without an Empress

A stallion's life is worthless without mare

Too precious sisters art they for the very me

I love them with all of my life

I am willing to risk and gamble everything

Just for them; I shall always place an all-in

Risk of life for them is not a waste of life

Loquacious words fits them not to be described

Time to be serious for the hour of life & death

As much as possible I don't want them to cry in pain

But to cry in tears of joy; as I love them

Excitement is nothing but a temporary cost

Enjoyment is the fulfillment of my life

Living in the present was too different from past

History's of untold is what I'm manifesting

Integrity counts most better than money

I love to glance and embrace little abbey

I love to see them both while still at time

I want to grace again the brat owl cutie

Heavenly living is about praising & worshipping

Earthly living is better than inferno

I don't desire to live long when alone

I desire to be with them for my lives to come

I insist that I could balance what I want

Too much loneliness are causing my despair

I need them as my lovely pairs

When my pairs were lost on sights; I mourn

I was very eager to die like there's no morrow

I am on suicidal tendency of counter attacks

Life isn't too short; but too unfair for me

Those two girls whom I want most's evades me

Those girls whom taught me to fulfill dreams

Those two girls of my selfish ambitions

Those two girls whom had have been very secretive

Those two ladies whom taught me that debauchery's vain

Those two ladies whom always desire succession

Succession of Spiritually Motivated things

Rulership shall be given to them as reward

But as for now, facing the foe's death - my mission

Please do give me life chances still

I do hope & pray to see them again at sight

I do have very unstable behavior and odd manner

I am loosing my hope to see them again

Yet as for me, it would be best hoping than quitting

I didn't initiated the slice price

But I do let them to control their wise prize

Once in their every lifetime they have that prize

I was so lucky to have it mine

They have no choice but to cope and obey

My actions and dictions are too illogical for them

Yet they can't and couldn't make an answer of "NO"

All they can answer is "Yes" & "wait for it"

Waiting is very exciting as fling stings

I always remember safety & slowly as our precautionary

It can't be undone nor can be refused

The human Lords before me invested too much for these

They, the masons have settled everything before my turns

In beforehand of USA.gov they've tack things futuristically

Not to entertain me but to break the curse of me

My writing's worthful value are of life and death

Giving my whole insights & knowledge for exposition

I am willing to wait; but not for long

I am willing to try bait; but as for song

Those things which are beyond immortality

Those insights which God's intimacy can only explain

I don't want to become God for I'm just Nephilim

A dwarven Nephilim just like the 14

Wandering for earth's and wonders of success

Striving to gain what is rightfully mine

A love of two; and 14 of them all matters me

Rather than vast treasures made of debauchery

All I want is to spend curse and course with the 14

I have different vision of carnal & distinct mission of eternal

Fluctuation and rotation of deep freeze mode cycling

Eternal means no beginning and no ending

Demilitarized zone is not a freedom zone

Demilitarized zone is a prison's zone

Book of Life exists for all eternity followers and believers

Book of Covenants exists for all those specifically involve

Book of Wars of the Lord exists as an enmity reminder

Book of Daniel & Book of Apocalypse are at mode today

Life expectancy is not the very question

But when would they come back for me?

I miss the two of them as I lone for myself

They have been so faithful and so true

They are of younger age compares to me